>>7291619Well shit mate, here is one of my favs. I'm not really a believer of any sort and I don't know if you are, but I will repeat words that some anon said to me one day. There should not be rational fear of death, beacause nonexistence has no downsides. Just like you have no recolection of what was before your birth, it will be the same after death. Hope you'll get well though. Best of luck my dude.