>>6537494>>6537756>>6537971Thanks for giving me some help fellas. Ultimately I think I'm just feeling worse about having to grow up, and losing friends that I've had since high school.
1st year of university - 6 or 7 friends all starting out as eager 1st years, go out drinking regularly, have some great times. Then they studied and progressed and I flunked. I keep telling myself that I'll keep in touch with them, but university was the only thing really tying us together these days. They will likely all stop playing vidya too.
Currently my plan is to just go back for the next year. I'll be 2-3 years behind my friends, but I'll just have to deal with that when I get there.
Having to sit here watching them make new friends and start new lives makes me ridiculously fuckin sad.
:'(