>>7822083I feel exactly the same way, anon. I've moved far from the ebb and flow of mania & severe depression i was caught in earlier this year, and, though my peaks are still just as enjoyable, and my lows are mitigated, I still feel... something missing. I'm distracted and unfocused often, and, though I've been writing every day, or at least most days, they are fragmented pieces, often without the very specific wording I strive for.. maybe I need a change of pace, or a change of place.. was thinking about going for a quitting waging, going on a road trip, and just trying. Being. But I still have many other things keeping me pinned down for right now. Either way, hope you can make whatever goals you're endeavoring to in writing. Cheers.