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I have a huge crush on some guy and he has on me, and he is quite open about it every day past year. I trust him and all. But my life and past is so fked up that I'm scared as hell. I'm already okay living alone with rest of my life and dying alone.
I really want to reach out for him, try to change my life and try being happy, leave my past and issues behind me, but I'm scared as hell that I'll just ruin everything and end up getting hurt, or hurt him. I feel so confused cos this is all new for me. I don't know what to do at all.