>>7368464Hope the best for you. You are brave and can go through this.
I have depression, and even if I believe wost days are behind me, I still hate myself when it has repercussion on my boyfriend.
When he starts copying some of my twisted reasonings or skipping class due to anxiety, I fear for his mental health and I know it's probably because of me. Me being ill is a heavy burden for him and sadly, end my life would not help him.
We will heal from this situation and you too, since you were already able to win so much fights.