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I miss my ex a lot, but I miss the sex the most. Well, not even the sex, but the aftermath of the sex, laying together in her bed. Not for the physical gratification, but just for the closeness and having someone in my life that genuinely desired me and who I could share that kind of intimate touch with. I'm desperately touch starved and I just miss spending late nights with her smoking joints in her bedroom and feeling her skin against mine.
And I know that I'll find someone else, you know? I have things going for me. But somehow the fact that I'll move on hurts in its own way. I kind of want to be hurt forever to prove that it was special. If I move on, it's just another relationship I had.
