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Just turned 18 and I'm still a senior in high school. I'm absolutely dreading growing up because sometime soon I want to move out on my own due to toxic parents and not being able to stand living with others. I'll have to pay bills on my own, I'll have to find a better job than the one I currently have(fast food, its fucking awful) and I'll have to take care of everything myself, which i havent been good at at all. I fear that if i move out on my own ill end up living like people in depression homes do and I wont have any sort of special skill that can hold me up in the long run. I have a boyfriend who lives halfway across rhe country but my family doesnt want me to move out of state even though i really want to cuz fuck california, shit sucks hardcore here, but im expected to stay and not only that, I'll miss them a lot. I have no idea where to go in life and I feel so lost. I try to educate myself in finances and I try my best to prepare myself but i just don't stick to things long enough for it to help me in any way. And i still feel lost despite my best efforts to look around and ask for advice and ask for assistance. I dread being an adult.