Quoted By:
There's too much going on right now... I'm going to use this as an outlet, so if anyone feels like responding, be my guest. It might seem trivial to some, but fuck it, we all go through this at some point.
I'm a week fresh out of a toxic relationship after my ex broke up over a text, and still trying to heal. It'll take time. This was my first relationship ever, and it lasted a 1.5y. I'm 24, and she is 19. I met her in front of a club, both dead drunk pretty much. Came up to her, and we took a liking to each other. Kissed immediately, took her to my friend's place, and we fell asleep. Next morning she was still drunk, and drank some whiskey she found at our place. A bit after I went to accompany her to a bus, so she could get home, but before that happened, she just fell down on a grass patch, and didn't wake up. Basically alcohol coma. I called the paramedics, and they took her to a hospital. A few days later she contacts me saying had I called the meds any later, she would've been dead. Basically saved her life.
That's how we started dating, it was May. This was her first LT relationship as well. She dropped out of HS at 17, at the time I met her she was 18. Not sure when exactly she had dropped out, but she hadn't been going to school for a while, apparently because of heart related issues. My ass. That summer I tried to get her to continue her education, so she wouldn't end up badly in life. The summer went by, and school started. She didn't enroll. At that point I was really mad, but since it's been a couple of months down the line, I got attached, and we kept dating.
She drank heavily before she met me. Every morning for the first 2 months, she'd wake up with a 2l bottle of beer next to me. It was disgusting. I got her to quit that behavior after a while, but she never completely stopped drinking. As far as I'm aware, she stopped drinking by herself ever since, but she never quit, as every time we'd meet up in person, she had to drink.
>cont