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I'm in the first year at Uni going for a degree that I don't even know I want and I already fail on all my tests and exams. I feel like everything I do is a waste of time and I can't find something meaningful in what I do in a day, just one thing to make me happy that I experienced that. I'm afraid to disappoint those I love.
All I seek is a simpler life. I dream of having my own farm living there with my future wife and our children, but I can't see how to get there.
I find nothing interesting anymore and my creativity and curiosity disappeared. I have no idea what I'm good at or what I enjoy doing and I don't have the time nor the will to discover it.
Also, I have no girlfriend and sometimes I get lonely, but this is the least of my troubles.
I find my life to be lonely and meaningless. I feel like I'm wasting my time and I'm growing older with less opportunities and ambitions.
I just don't know where life is going and I don't know who I am and what I'm supposed to do.
Sorry for the long post.