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I've never been able to get motivated. I'm extremely intelligent, and can/have applied myself before. But I can't do it because I have to. I do it because I want to, and the problem is I never really want to unless I know I will enjoy it. The place is a mess, I rarely get out to meet anyone, and my cynicism and logical to a fault viewpoint on life has separated me from many potential people I wanted to be friends with because I brushed them the wrong way, including my half-sister. But, I'm trying to fix it. I just don't know where to start.
