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Before I start I just wanna say this whole thread makes me happy, it's nice that's there's still places we can just like share our pain
So I met this girl on the first day of 5 grade literally been in love with her since the moment I saw her.
It's been 9 years. We dated. When we were like 14. We broke up bc I'm selfish and didn't know how to treat a girl, desu I still don't. Lost contact bc I couldn't stop thinking about how much I missed her. Years later, in another relationship for a while find out she got engaged to the dude that was her best friend while we dated. Fucked me up so bad just knowing she's engaged that I broke up with the girl I was dating bc I realized I wasn't capable of emotionally committing at the time. She texted me last October. Almost had a panic attack at work. She just wanted to check up on me. The whole convo lasted 15 whole minutes. Realistically I know I'll get over her eventually, like the logical part of me says that bc like it doesn't make sense that I wouldn't I mean we only dated for like a few months and so what if I've never met anyone that could make me feel like her or really make me feel much of anything since her I'm still a teenager I should reasonably move on. But really I know I'd give literally anything to spend a moment with her I know I won't ever forget her I know I won't ever really be happy without her because I'll always just think what if I wasn't such trash
