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I hate myself and everyone else around me. I train for three different rugby teams 6 times a week, and play games 3 times a week (game in the morning, training in the afternoon) I feel physically, and mentally exhausted and I want to quit, but this is the only thing I've ever done that my father was proud of me for. My ex girlfriend who Im still in love with talks to me, and that makes things better, but we can't be together as her father didnt approve, and contacted the police with rape accusations. Due to trauma I had when I was little, this fucked me up and I still don't feel "healthy" and it feels every week and every month is funneling away from me and there's nothing I can do. I'm fairly normie, decent social life, fit, and no diagnosed mental issues, but I hate everything about this shit and I cant' do anything about anything. But it's likely just all teenage problems. Oh, and my ex has just recently started speaking to a new guy, as the social workers have told her dad to btfo and let her get on with things. So I was just a sacrifice for her future relationships/
