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So I've been going to the college with this girl (I'm 22 she's 27) for 3 years but we get to know each other on New Years Eve. We ended up on a party with lots of unknown people, and being the only two sober in the whole group (she was on meds and I didn't feel like drinking) we spent almost the whole night together. Talking and smoking cigs. Then it all started. We've been talking ever since. But a month ago I was looking for a new job, and she works in a sports clothing shop where they were looking for someone to do the job with the stuff being delivered. And since then we've been spending a lot of time together. Talking, smoking, laughing. Every break in the job, when she's on the shift and I'm doing the delivery, we spent together. And I started to have some feelings towards that girl. When she's in work I go and visit her. When she ends her shift, I am there to walk her home, and we always end up sitting for few hours near her apartment smoking and talking. So I know she's been in many more relationships then I. She has a lot more experience in this kind of stuff, and I'm almost sure that I'm just a friend for her. That the age gap between us is something that she can't forget. We have a lot in common but that doesn't seem to matter. And it kinda fucks me up when I think about her for almost every minute of my day. And she's there. But not for me, and there is nothing I can do about. It's a shitty feeling guys. That's all for me I guess...
