>>7396008I live with my parents, I'm starting college for the 3rd time, same field as my dad, he lost all the hopes that I will be good at it, he says I'm to old (21) and he says I collect failures but I don't know I still feel that I can do it and because of that he's giving me less and less money, I'm fat and trying to get fit, realized that I don't have a lot of friends and I'm trying to improve that, I don't know who am I, I feel that I'm lost in life but I have goals and I don't know why but I know that I need to focus at my goals and keep going forward but I see all my friends making money and I'm stuck at the same point in life and I never had a girlfriend and I'm trying to find some cool girl to be in my life