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I'm not too sure. Everyday is a different emotion. Nothing tragic happened to trigger it. Sometimes I wake up and I'll be happy, other days I feel hopeless, lonely, and just plain depressed. No girlfriend, not too bothered by it but I'd like someone to spend my days with, I have no one it feels like. I hate being at home. Going to college only because I have to. I have no motivation to do homework or study. Trying to figure out life one day at a time but slowly but surely losing the will to keep trying to figure it out. I don't care about anything. Weed is the only thing that makes me happy or motivated. Parents are against it. Only good thing I have going is my job at Sheetz. The concept of suicide crosses my mind every other day it seems. I would never actually do it though. I guess we'll see what the future holds.
