Quoted By:
2
How little respect does someone have to have for me to do that to me isntead of just saying "i'm not happy with you anymore". I figured out that the only reason someone can have so little respect for me is because I deserve so little respect. About 3 days in I realized that it was my fault that it happens to me. If I wasn't an asshole, cuck-deserving piece of shit I would deserve enough respect to be honest with. I now know that i'm a Jerry-nobody though, and I have internalized the fact that nobody gives a shit about my opinions, ideas, or thoughts and I should just stay quite.
The only real purpose to living is to procreate. If I can't even keep a spouse to do that successfully I have no purpose in this world. I have thought about killing myself every moment for 4 months since then and the idea just sounds better and better each time. I peaked 10 years ago and every day after has been a waste of resources to the planet.
