>>7814975I cant stop thinking about killing myself. I think everything Ive accomplished in life I did not earn even though people have told me I've earned promotions , higher learning degrees etc. The only thing stopping me from doing it is my parents , they would probably be sad if I offed myself. I have type 1 diabetes and even though I take good care of it , I get the feeling that I am going to get some horrible complication of it and die a long drawn out death. Never had a real relationship only two fake ones that used me for money or other stuff. Not hopeful about the future at all and just kinda want to fall asleep and never wake up. Sorry for the wall of text , Ive been holding this in for a long time
