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Had a date tonight, kinda. theres this girl that I was really connecting with. She's in the same show as me, we're both actors. Asked her to go to a grand opening for an outdoor ice skating rink (she said she really liked ice skating). Yesterday she texted me, saying she didn't want to make presumptions but didn't want misunderstandings. "Not as a date, okay?". That bummed me out, but not as much as tonight when she said she couldn't go at all. She had a good reason, as yesterday she accidentally stabbed herself above her wrist opening something with I presume a knife. Even if it was a good reason, I was hoping this was at least a situation that could possibly lead to an actual date. Not sure how or if things are going to advance from here, but I keep asking myself why I get my hopes up when it all just comes crashing down right before something is supposed to go right. Other than that, my family hates me, but I'm forced to live with them because I'm not financially stable and can't get a job. My friends are turning into douchebags and I can't find anything that makes me happy, because the only thing that would is a woman. I'm not doing great.
