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>>7190993I know that feeling using the bored as my go to as well.
This will be a little personal and out going for me so please bear with me here. This pape was drawn by my old best friend for my birthday. So the thing is, i have been a lonely person really all my life, i barely made friends when i was younger and even the friends i made never lasted for over a year. Then in grade six i gained my best friend lets call him Aaron for this story. I had gained a whole friend group though Aaron over the years and we were very close, he had his fair share of problems that i tried to help as much as i could with and he did the same for me, though problem was that i was shutting away my stuff to take in the problems of others. My problems festered inside me until the ninth grade where i started to show depressed behavior, only Aaron noticed but he kept to himself and his issues mostly, he tried to get me to talk to him but i was stubborn, i would not budge and kept trying to keep shit locked away. eventually the tenth grade rolls up, the first semester is mostly fine, my depression worsened and i could feel Aaron starting to resent me, i could feel the way he looked at me that he could not help but hate me. Later in the December of 2017 he conveyed to me that he had been trying to help from the start, lining up his talks with me trying to get me to communicate with him the best i could through a sort of empathy he said in that talk taht if things did not change he would change it for me. i promised him that i would see a councilor ... it ended up that i made no effort at all because to tell you the truth i was really scared of talking. so i did nothing, then comes semester 2, he has rebooked his classes to be in different blocks than me, and be began his "master plan" he got the whole of the friend group to bully me to get me to an edge, whether that was suicide or counseling. he relentlessly attacked with my friends until the point that he broke. Continued
