>>7815771I don't have a whole lot to add, just that I read it and it made me feel for you. Things are rough now. But you're still so, so young. Whenever you start to get especially down, do me a favor and ask yourself this: What if it gets better from here? What if this is the low and it starts to get better after this?
That's the kind of thinking that has helped me through the darkness of my late teens/early 20s.
