>>7863731I feel like my happiness is incompatible with the happiness of the woman I want to spend my life with, because I love more than her. I can remain sexually faithful but I can't help feeling things for other women, and I feel guilty because she only wants me. I can't change myself and I feel defective and awful - despite previously reveling in being my authentic self for the first time in my life.
It feels like a lifetime ago, that happiness, but my gift now only curses my life.
I'm sorry, both of you.
