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I've loved this girl since I met her. Loved in a spiritual sense, physical sense, emotional sense; she's someone I never want to lose, even if we're only friends. She feels the same.
But we've both got our problems. We have trouble with emotions, sometimes. We think differently. There are a number of things that could destroy our relationship (the third time, now), but I don't care about those. I ruined things a couple of times, and we're on the path to the third from her side. I can't lose her. Not without a fight.
I have never stopped loving her, even over different relationships (three-year long-term love while she was with someone else). I can't stand the idea of being just friends. I don't want to never smell her again, feel her skin, feel the comfort she gives and feel her relax at the comfort I give. I've been distraught and ragged for two weeks, crying because I feel like it's not working. I've been changing myself for myself, as well as for everyone's benefit, i'm trying to do better by myself, but...
I'm afraid.
