>>7219582>every one keeps telling me i need to try imma try to kill my self because everyone keeps FUCKING TELLING ME THIS AND IM SO SICK OF IT IM SO SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE TELLING ME OH UR WEAK ARE U EVEN TRYING DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT TRATA TRATA TRATA FUCK IT YOU DONT KNOW HOW FUCKING DEBILITATING THAT IS FOR SOMEONE TO TELL U SEEMS UR NOT EVEN TRYING TO GET BETTER WHEN UR DOING UR DAMNDEST TO STAY AFLOAT DESPITE ALL THIS FUCKING REPEATING FUCKED UP MENTALITY I CANT ESCAPE. I CANT ESCAPE THE TRAUMA OF BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED I CANT ESCAPE THE TRAUMA OF MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT BEING CHOKED OUT BY MY FATHER AND I BEGGED HIM TO FINISH IT TO FUCKING KILL ME I CANT ESCAPE THE RUINED FUCKED UP MENTALITY OF FRIENDSHIPS BC I AM TOO MUCH THERAPISTS THINK SO TOO AND EVERYONE IS ABANDONING ME BC THIS SEVERE MANIC DEPRESSION IS OVERWHELMING AN IM 'OVERWHELMING' IM 'DRAINING' AND I CANT STOP DISSOCIATING ALL OF THESE FUCKING THINGS REPEAT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIn
don’t do this to me. it hurts it hurts so so bad.
please.