man lately i just havent enjoyed any of my hobbies. i did art and vidja a lot since middle school but now i dont have any drive to do it anymore. i dont have any life goals, i've been rejected by girls so many times that i dont even try anymore, and all i can ever imagine for my future is being kicked out of my house and dying in some alleyway in the next few years.
i have a job and im in college but it still just feels like im prolonging the inevitable. i just dont know what to do anymore.
>>7213096no amount of hormones or surgery is going to change who you are.
you need to learn how to love yourself, i dont know how to do that myself or who can help you to learn but the sooner you come to terms with who you are, the happier you'll be.
>>7209790dont do it anon. i know the abyss is calling, and i've been there myself, but so long as you dont let it take you there is hope, no matter how small.
once you end it, everything you feel right now is set in stone, and you will be alone in the dark forever. but i have faith in you that you can pull yourself back and find happiness. it's out there, and it might be hard as shit to find, but you'll get there as long as you keep going.
