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first off lemme just say i read most of the posts in this thread and ur all great and im here for u
the loneliness has consumed me. it is all i feel all day and night. the worst bit is it isnt even real. i am not not living a life of loneliness, i have a life and friends, my only solid gripe might be i have never been in romantic relationship for more than a few months. but still the loneliness follows me. i spent so long being alone and comparing myself to others i am unable not to focus on all the ways others are less lonely than me. this pathological neurosis invades every inch of my being. i cannot construct an image of my self as not feeling isolated and alone. it is a part of me and ironically a lot of the things about me that other people say they like are just coping mechanisms for this condition.
oh well, im dealing with it, i can smother these feelings with rough reliability by satiating my addictions of traveling, martial arts and general escapism
