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I've cut myself today ... Again. I wasn't supposed to do that anymore. I was supposed to be stronger than those urges but once again life happened. It's like everything is kinda okay, I mean you manage to fool everyone around you that you're good and not depressed about being lonely and unemployed and miserable ... Or maybe you're miserable about being depressed ... Well anyway you hide it well so you're able to avoid all the meaningless "why are you sad all the time" questions. And suddenly out of nowhere someone close to you decides that today is the day to make you feel like shit. To make you feel unworthy of living. And just like that you're once again at the same place as always ... In your bathroom with that damn razor in your hand and this voice from within telling you that this is the only thing you'll ever deserve ...
