>>7396008I'm a skinny, short dude. Decided to do the army last year and actually went a third way through basic training before my bones gave out on me. Got tons of serious bone fractures. I'm out of the army now with an uncharacterized discharge and it's been my third week home since then.
Now I am paranoid they'll call me back again once I heal, and I don't want to go back. I've been lied to my whole life and I no longer want in again. This paranoia has seriously stifled my creativity. I am not sure if they will force me back at the fort, I've been told while I was being discharged they won't, but I don't know if I should trust them. Any amount of searching I do on this doesn't give an answer. I'm stuck back at root 1 but now with fucked up bones and constant fear of being called back.
I seriously hope for clarification on if they'll send me back so I know I am safe knowing I have the option of saying no.
I know it's a very poor choice coming in weak, but I live every day since with a constant reminder of it and I no longer want to be apart of the war machine.
