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I have had multiple girls in my life that had showed interest in me, but I have failed to express my feelings for them. In the end they have always get bored of me not saying anything and moved on with their lives.
About a month ago, a coworker showed interest in me. When we met, we immediately hit off and had long talks (4h or so) and never run off of stuff to talk about and everything was going great, but for some reason there is always something that happens to me after a while, and I started ignoring her. I took hours, days or even weeks to answer their messages without any reason, I started showing disinterest and after a while she gave up on talking to me and shared an image that let me know my opportunity was over.
I have never been in a relationship for that same reason, I'm almost 24 and feel like I haven't done anything good. I know I need therapy, but shit has gotten in the way (quarantine and work for example).
I expect making an appointment with a psychiatrist next year. I'm not going to renew my contract because I need some time for myself. I hope I can get better with time and get through this difficult times.
Please excuse my English.