>>7860672everyone is a walking bag of dicks until around 30. your 20's are when you're making mistakes and figuring shit out. anyone who presents themselves as otherwise is only successful at projecting that image, especially through social media. just give yourself permission to be a fuck up. trial and error is the most effective way to learn. it's hard, it's embarrassing, it's painful, but anything worthwhile is. go make all the mistakes you want and because that's how you'll figure out who you want to be and where your natural skills are. killing yourself won't solve this. your problems will be waiting for you in your next incarnation.