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Not much to elaborate on, is there? I'm a chronic fuckup due almost exclusively to my habit towards procrastination, which I never bothered to properly address. I was content to scrape by in primary school because of my smarts, and when it came time for college, the need to intelligently budget my time and rely on myself to actually get shit done sunk me like the Titanic.
The notion of this message coming from the kind of person who would spraypaint it on a wall, who saw that as their only creative outlet is really sobering. As much as I've fucked up so far, I'm still pretty young, so I feel far from hopeless. It also helps that I have a pretty upbeat demeanor most of the time as well, but even still, the notion that this stupid fucking habit stemming from how the pleasure center in my brain misfires might fuck up my chance at a life I could be proud of enrages and depresses me.
I want to be better; I want to make people proud and genuinely make their lives better for my inclusion, and I've always been motivated best by examples of what not to do.
great thread, by the way
