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>18
>Male
I graduated high school last year with what I think is a solid 3.3 GPA. I didn't really give a shit and it was easy. However, I was enrolled in 2 college courses my senior year. I got a C in college algebra, then barely made a D in World History after not doing any of the online assignments. That put me under a 2.0 so I was placed on academic probation. Then in the fall semester of last year I enrolled as a full-time college student, and fucked up everything. I failed all but one class. I never even told my parents about the probation and I had to tell them I was about to be suspended for a semester. I knew it was coming for months, and the anxiety of hiding it nearly fucking killed me. I considered killing myself every night essentially. Instead of coming clean, I ended up telling them I was considering dropping out completely. They flipped shit and pretty much knew something was up. A week or two later, they somehow found out everything, but reacted super calmly. They told me about how my mom pretty much did the exact same thing, and that they understood. I was fuckin' blown away. I still have to go back next semester, but in my off time I've been working, and I've been put on anti-depressants. I'm really scared that I'm gonna fuck everything up again by being lazy, but I'm glad my parents were understanding enough to give me this, and that I didn't end it all then.
