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My life is not going at all how I planned. I know this normal but its seems to be either getting worse or remaining stagnant everyday and this quarantine isnt helping. I regret the choices ive made and I hate my life
I was having trouble getting into the job I wanted anyway, but with the shutdowns its going to be pushed back indefinitely, with at least a few more months for sure before I can start again. I live at home with my parents, I dont date, im in 50k of student debt and im 25. I do have a 40 hour a week job but I dont plan on staying in it
My family is pushing hard for me to "get my life started" and find any job, get my own place, find a girl and just settle for what I have. That being an adult means giving up your dreams, starting a family and settling. As this drags on, I am starting to get impatient and would at least like to move out, but I dont want to start paying for a lease and then if I get the chance to leave be stuck trying to get out of it. I also want to move far away from my family/home town but they disprove and guilt trip me every time I bring it up, saying im being ridiculous and abandoning the family. Im exhausted and feel trapped, like im getting funneled into a life I dont want and theres nothing I can do to stop it
the only thing keeping my happy is coming on /wg/ and saving pics of other places, fancy apartments, cities or landscapes to motivate me to keep going and get out of here
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