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So I'm from Mexico and last year, my senior year, I came to the US as an exchange student. Leaving home wasn't that hard, I remeber crying because I missed my friends and family a couple times, but I made so many new friends and life-experiences in America. However my exchange year ended two moths ago and now I'm doing college here in Mexico. Since my arrival I've just hanged out with a couple of my friends once, and I feel I'm getting too disconected, most of my friends changed while I was gone, and now they just like to drink and get wasted, and I don't. I swim for college, which helps a lot to keep myself busy, but today, in the middle of practice I just started crying, I feel its getting worse everyday.
During my Exchange year I also had a crush on this girl whose eyes are so Green and beautiful, we of course became friends and I believe we both liked each other, we really flirted a lot. I once aked her out, and really upset, sad, and frustated she told me she started dating other guy a week ago, so she had to frienzone me, we still of course stayed really good friends, and the day before my last day in the US, the other dude broke up with her. After I left, we stayed in touch, and until today we still text each other and facetime sometimes; I still have a crush on her, and somtimes when we talk, I feel she gets even flirty, of all the nice things she says, and how cute she is (she really is), but sometimes I feel she friendzoning me so bad. I really dont know what to do, I would totally go on a long distance relationship, or maybe not, I'm planning on going back to the US soon to visit all my friends.
I'm just scared "de volvereme loco", I feel I'm going through a lot of feelings, and I've been avoiding them.
