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So, I fucking hate my entire existence.
Before I was thinking that problem in school/university/work. Now I am earning not-bad money by shitcoding. I can eat pizza every day, most time I can do whatever I want (sitting upon the turned off monitor or scroll stupid shit).
At the end of the day, I have everything for the happy existence, but I still hate life. I don't need any more money, I don't need a bigger house, but I still can't enjoy my life. I think the most relevant that I can do is killing myself.
This is not a depression or sadness thing, I just can't cope for nothing, I never cry, I can talk to people without any problems, I am not a virgin. Here's just nothing good and warm for me In this life. Feels like somewhere in a month, will just strangle myself with a rope to fully experience the process of death and feel what I've been waiting for so long without even knowing that is the right thing to do.
