>>7396008Feeling like shit most of the day, cant really find the motivation to do anything. Haven't had a job in 9 months or so, me and gf relationship is super rocky, and I ditched all my friends for her (Probably wasnt a good idea). Now im super lonely with no job, college, or even a will to live at this point. Living with my grandparents since I'm too broke to afford anything. All I ever do most of the day is jerk off and cry within the same hours. Seriously mentally ill and I can't go to the doctor due to lack of insurance. Probably gonna commit suicide within the next few months.