>>6579371Ive Been there and done that. There was this girl, she just got me. We spent so much time together and we talked for ages about all sorts of stuff, some really really personal stuff. The fact that we where able to talk so openly to each other, the fact that we could say anything and i could just be myself, caused me to have really deep feelings for her. I really did 'love' her. I was infatuated by her. Anyway one day she asked me to come out to dinner with her, I eagerly obliged, yet she spent the whole night texting someone else. It wouldnt have bothered me if we where with friends but it was just us too. she said that she had to leave early to see this guy she was texting, she appologised profusely but boy did that hurt. They later became a couple and i was pretty crushed.
Im going on a tagent here but my point is, I know what its like to be totally infatuated with a girl who you have great chemistry with. To be in love with a girl that you think is the missing piece to your jigsaw and for that person to be with someone else. It sucked for the first 2 weeks, no matter how many platitiudes i said or how many times i reminded myself that there are plenty fish in the sea it hurt. But you get over it. I got over it, and now i look back and realise that though we will always be good friends, she really just wasnt the one for me and im glad that weve moved on. It seems like the end of the world now but trust me everyone, including yourself, moves on and you will realise she wasnt the lid to your pot man.
