>>7949081I have a lot on my mind, but I'll leave just one. I was best friends with a girl (Imma dude) we had been hanging out for about a year. I told myself very early on when we met that I would keep it strictly platonic (for reasons), and my dumbass really believed that I was better than my nature. Throughout the year i recognized myself slowly catching feelings and tried to smother it. It didn't work. Then I got lovesick bad for about a month or two and decided when the new year came, I would end our friendship because I would rather be distant ,then live in this limbo with her. So, I went to her place and spilt my heart about the last year, she understood, and I did as well. We stopped doing friend things, and it hurt obviously. Now that it's march, I'm pretty much healed, but what bothers me is this feeling of fear. I don't want to feel like this for a new girl. IDFK AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
