>>6290427Man, I feel the sadness aspect of it but I act the exact opposite. I was diagnosed with severe post-traumatic stress disorder, because of some serious terrible shit that happened to me. Now cause of that, physical contact with most people makes me reel. I haven't had a hug in over two years. Its not that I don't want to form a romantic relationship with a girl, it's just there's something inside of me that's stopping me, like some kind of blockade I can't get through. The first time I was actually intimate with a girl I started crying and getting a panic attack and I had to explain why. Needless to say, that relationship ended in ruins. I haven't had a relationship for years, but that doesn't stop me from longing for it.
Image related; couple I greatly love. And congrats, OP! I wish you a long, and splendorous journey in your romantic endeavors.
