>>6928575Sorry I'm late in replying.
But no, I don't believe I am.
Am I sad? Unhappy? Not those either.
I'm just numb, I don't think about how I feel. I don't think, period.
I just exist.
I don't feel, I smile to those I have to, go through the paces of being a person and communicating.
But u don't have real feelings, I can't remember the last time I felt happy or excited.
I just feel slight somethings, dying embers of what used to be emotion.
It sounds hippy dippy but it's as though I can almost feel that emotion but it's not fully there.