>>6927179Honestly, I try as hard as I can not to give a shit about gender and its controversy. I always thought it was the most trivial thing to be concerned about, ever since I was young and kids did the whole "Boys are icky, girls are icky" crap. The thing is, though, I've started to see its controversy come up left and right, and it just got caught up in my head. I try to convince myself that it doesn't matter, but the way that everybody seems to say otherwise reminds me of how feminine I am, despite being male, and that I feel as if I'm expected to make some sort of big deal over it. I haven't cut my hair for a long-ass time, and I often make very feminine gestures whenever I speak. On top of that, I have a feminine physique, but still suppress my thoughts about it and try not to notice it.
I might get into being a trap just as a kink, though.
