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Somehow I couldn't find this thread while searching through the catalog earlier. But here I am.
I'm about to move to a new, distant city. Even further from my family and old-days friends. And it makes me sad and worried. Because I did not manage to find a single person here (in my current city) to hang out with for like 1.5 yr. No one. Everyday I come back from work to my empty apartment and spend the rest of the day mindlessly browsing the net.
When I pass random people talking with each other on the street I feel envious. Because I have no one IRL. No fucking ONE.
And it will get even worse in a couple of weeks. I hate myself for begin so antisocial. I blame myself for being so antisocial.