>>7404990You might want to admit to yourself you were trying to wait out the time for her, and that you finally realized that was done. People have waited on people to get better, or to be better for those specific people - but it isnt always a fairy tale ending. You are feeling rejected again, maybe feeling the finality of it. You need to realize the feelings, let yourself mourn - then try to get back into your routine. In a month, things should be back to normal, as you had a shock and had to deal with that. Everyone gets that stuff, it can blow them off track. Had a friend ghost me a few years ago, tried to play it off as a small thing - but it definitely fucked up my self esteem and gutted me as she and i had been close like family. It still bothers me when mutual friends bring her up, and sometimes they do it on purpose to fuck with me. It grows less painful, but you still remember.
