>>7161098thanks to everyone who's responded to this since i posted it.
things have gotten a lot better since. i was able to sit down with her and discuss what actually happened. the only time we ever talk anymore is when we cross paths at work every now and then. i ended up getting on really hard drugs and alcohol during the grieving process, but i'm proud to say that i'm doing well getting off of them. it really does get better after a while, whether it be closure or time that does the healing. i hope everyone can reach that point as well.
thank you. here's another picture i took myself, though thankfully there's no negative backstory to it. i just thought the river was pretty.
