>>6731201>>6731727I planned out our wedding
To bring us together
I needed a life with you as my wife
You picked out a ring that mirrored yourself
A beautiful ring and a difficult puzzle
You were beautiful that day
I'll never forget
We moved in together
Down in the bay
You struggled to find your purpose in life
It hurt to watch your spirit diminish
I wanted to help
But didn't know how
You fell into darkness
The same as I had
I struggled to help you
To show you the light
I was your beacon in the dark
I lost my job but continued my passion
To show you as you had me
Not to give up on what you believe
I found a new job because of my passion
It felt more like family to me
Not just a job but where I belong
I fought for my passion to show you the way
To regain your spirit you needed some hope
You had finally found yourself
You knew who you were
Your spirit came back filled with joy
Your confidence soared and you fought for your happiness
Our last days were happy and filled with love
I did not know that was the end
I went out of town to make us some money
I did not expect to come home alone
I found you at home not even moving
Your sugars were high
Your breathing uneven
I wish you had chosen to go to the doctor
We called for the medics
They weren't far away
They came to the house to take you away
I went to the hospital as fast as I could
I hoped that you would be okay
Your heart had stopped
I watched as they fought to save you from death
You lay there topless not moving at all
I watched in horror as you struggled to breath
You were surrounded by people fighting for you
I stood there helpless and gripped in fear
They got your heart going
But it was too late
The woman I loved had died on that table
They saved your body
But your brain had suffered too much to remember
Too much to wake up
Too much to feel love
Too much to walk and to speak
