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Not well. That's how I'm doing. Without getting into it too much, a combination of bad choices (due mostly to being easily influenced by family) and manipulative elder family members has left me life in shambles. Add to it that I am the only manlet in my family, 5'6", am Aspie confirmed, so I have always had problems with fems and making friends. No debt but nearly broke, $1000 to my name. Live week to week basically. Super depressed because I want to leave shithole So. IL but can't because of money and no body is willing to give me a chance, job-wise. I believe I am at the end. At 36 I can't endure another holiday season alone. Would really like to know what's it's like to have a fem who care about me. Never ever had one tell me she loves me. I think I'll just take a hot bath with a cold razor. Later, I think this is it for me.
