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I have been depressed for as long as I can remember now. It started with a broken heart after I felt that I didn't deserve the girlfriend I had at the time and there was lots of toxicity from myself in the relationship. Even though I am broke from spending money on cam girls for a few conversations I quit my job after 3 years of doing customer service loyalty, even though it paid decent enough I couldn't handle and bullshit. Upon quitting, I thought this might be a blessing in disguise and tried to apply for college. Already short on money the application costed me $130 just to find out I was missing qualifications. I tried winning the lottery to give myself a nice relaxing life and pay my family back for everything they've bought me that I've just taken advantage of but that won't ever work out, thanks to the odds.
Now after working 9-5 for since I was 18, I have to go back to work to find something at, or just above, minimum wage since I dropped out of school when I was younger. It just seems like whatever I do, I can't catch a break, no matter how good my intentions are.
