>>7572801I did a lot of checks along the way and discussed as many scenarios as we could together. We are both smart people and have not blindness walked into/through this. Communication was each our strengths. As a therapist i've had to see has said. When the moment of true commitment for life was about to occur she backed out. As my therapist has said it's exactly the same feeling as being left at the alter. I truly do feel that. There is no way to prepare for that as the therapist has said and knowing that i couldn't do anything more has helped me in some way. I just truly cannot believe it some days.
