>>7368464These threads always give me a chance to vent out my life:
>24>Unemployed as of 2 going on 3 weeks ago after quitting my job>Have plenty of money saved up for roughly 5 months of rent>Studying for an insurance exam for an insurance sales job>Job itself seems pretty straightforward. No red flags at all compared to other sales jobs>Can't focus on the study material and am getting angry with myself>Barely able to pass the practice quizzes >If this doesn't work out I've highly been considering going back to college>Through this current exam studying I'm reminded of why I hated college when I went when I was 19 despite doing well>Tired of studying and learning new shit>Just want to have enough to pay for a nice middle class home, a dog, and vidya>Not sure if something is broken inside of and can't be fixed or if I'm just impatient due to years of bad habit and depression/suicidal thoughts rotting my mindStarting this upcoming Monday I'm taking a break from 4chan, vidya, YouTube, and anything that isn't reading, studying, or lifting. I hope it can at least hit a hard reset in someway for my mind to get my shit together. If not, I genuinely have no idea what to do with my life and am utterly lost.
