>>7048008in the same shoes, apart from the part of being in school. Ive dropped out of auto mechanics a year or two ago and havent been in school since. cant find a job either. i feel like im living in a nightmare. ever since my ex left me out of nowhere ive lost all hopes and dreams i had. nothing makes sense to me anymore, 5 months later and shes still constantly in my mind. Nothing i do anymore means anything. Im on the verge of killing myself. only reason im not getting my licence is because i know im going to buy a car just to kill myself. all i can think about for the past half year is killing myself with the carbon dioxide in a garage method. anyway, i hope things go well for you. life's too tough for some of us, some of us arent meant to experience life and we have to either put up with it or end it all.
This wallpaper is a visualization of what my mind's been for the past 5-6 months. it hurts to look at it in the morning but it means too much to me to replace.
