>>6919153Drugs and alcohol alter the way I view the world.
I cannot go day to day without some kind of substance going through my veins.
It staves off my boredom and depression, if just for a little.
I've bounced back and forth between alcohol and weed, and it affects my way of life.
I'm addicted to both, but I must depend on them.
I don't know how the world looks without being under the influence of something.
I don't want to know.